For Someone Who Keeps His Eyes on Me

If you really wanted me, please stop.

You’ll regret it—trust me. There’s a monster inside me, wild and unstoppable. It will destroy your life, completely. Even I can’t handle it. So how could you?

Please, leave me. Go find your happiness out there, with someone else in this world. You deserve someone who loves you more than anything—not someone like me, who can’t even love herself.

Your life is precious. You are valuable. So don’t you dare make me a part of it if you want to live in peace until the end. I can’t love you sincerely. I can’t give you my best.

I carry a heart broken in the clumsiest way, and you don’t have to feel that pain. Go find the partner who truly fits you. I’ll pray the best for you.

—aksarasa